My SIL in law got a letter today from my hubby. I haven't gotten one yet since the very first one. Im glad that he got a chance to write and hear from his sister, and im glad she is getting a chance to hear from him too because i know she misses him a lot.
But is it terrible that I feel extra sad and pretty jealous that I didn't get one when I wrote a whole bunch of letters before she even wrote the one? I really miss him, extra now, because I go to the mail box every day hoping I'll receive a letter and the one day a letter from him comes, it isn't for me. :(
I feel bad that I'm being so selfish and childish about it, but I really can't help it. Oh well, maybe one will come tomorrow?