Growing up in a military family I've never known what it's like to not have Tricare, base access and all the other wonderful (and not so wonderful) things associated with the military life. Thinking about the "civilain world" stresses me out. Seriously.
My hubby wants to discharge after his enlistment is up, I don't really agree with that decision but I support him, I wouldn't want him to dictate my career choices either. I'm just so scared of something so unknown. What if he somehow loses his civilian job? How much will our new health insurance cost? How does civilian health insurance work? Will I still be as proud of him as a civilian as I am of him now? Will I resent his decision? I'm scared that his decision to get out will negatively affect our marriage, and I know if it does it will be my fault. I'm probably just being a nervous nelly. I mean, we have three more years to prepare ourselves. That'll be enough... I think. Okay, breathe, count to ten, everything will be fine.